It seems I have two ways to go. Two choices of a life that I can lead. Two distinct opportunities.
One.
Predictiability, stability, routine, love, understanding, clearly defined expectations of rules, ways of being, conversation. People who love me and are genuinely concerned about how I live my life according to the example that Jesus offered (based on our interpretation and understanding), people who want for me to have a life of set roles, parent, job, wife, friend. Being responsible for my life.
Two.
Unpredictibilty, surrender, moment by moment decisions, joy, mysticism, unlimited possibilities, exploration of everything physical, mental, sexual, spiritual, emotional. No rules, responding to the lead for every step. People who love me and are supporting me to go, do, live however. Learning about Jesus outside of a perscribed perspective. Any role, any life, any opportunty is possible. Letting go of control of my life.
Anywhere fear creaps in - love fades. If I make my decisions in love, there is no fear. God rules!
One.
Predictiability, stability, routine, love, understanding, clearly defined expectations of rules, ways of being, conversation. People who love me and are genuinely concerned about how I live my life according to the example that Jesus offered (based on our interpretation and understanding), people who want for me to have a life of set roles, parent, job, wife, friend. Being responsible for my life.
Two.
Unpredictibilty, surrender, moment by moment decisions, joy, mysticism, unlimited possibilities, exploration of everything physical, mental, sexual, spiritual, emotional. No rules, responding to the lead for every step. People who love me and are supporting me to go, do, live however. Learning about Jesus outside of a perscribed perspective. Any role, any life, any opportunty is possible. Letting go of control of my life.
Anywhere fear creaps in - love fades. If I make my decisions in love, there is no fear. God rules!
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