My heart - its torn
I've seen another God
I've seen another way of being
I've seen a freedom that has not cost
I've seen a love that knows no bounds
This way of being is beautiful.
But I've lived a different way
I've lived with a God of structure
I've lived with a set way of being
I've lived with constrained freedom
I've lived a love conditional on belief, sexuality, nationality
This way of being is suffering.
If I follow with the flow of what I've seen - its risky, I'm scrutinized, called ungodly, left to choose between one way or another, not understood, of the devil, filled with evil, misunderstood. But could I every really stay in what I've lived. Would I ever find contentment and peace again? Is it worth losing every earthly thing? How presumptuous of me to say that I am not of this world - enlightened - awakened - blessed - whatever term you use. Its superhuman, who am I that I could say I understand this.
People just don't actually live daily in God's promises of peace, provision, serenity, love, grace...... or do they? We were meant to suffer GOD DAMIT~
I've seen another God
I've seen another way of being
I've seen a freedom that has not cost
I've seen a love that knows no bounds
This way of being is beautiful.
But I've lived a different way
I've lived with a God of structure
I've lived with a set way of being
I've lived with constrained freedom
I've lived a love conditional on belief, sexuality, nationality
This way of being is suffering.
If I follow with the flow of what I've seen - its risky, I'm scrutinized, called ungodly, left to choose between one way or another, not understood, of the devil, filled with evil, misunderstood. But could I every really stay in what I've lived. Would I ever find contentment and peace again? Is it worth losing every earthly thing? How presumptuous of me to say that I am not of this world - enlightened - awakened - blessed - whatever term you use. Its superhuman, who am I that I could say I understand this.
People just don't actually live daily in God's promises of peace, provision, serenity, love, grace...... or do they? We were meant to suffer GOD DAMIT~
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